fresh

i am back in black, and it's like i never left. the last few months have disappeared into thin air and i am right where i left off in may. except, not exactly. i no longer call a dorm my place of residence and i no longer am the most clueless person on campus. i am now a person of knowledge, when it comes to finding classes and dining halls. but the funny thing is, most of the time i am just as helpless as a freshman. but, aren't we all as insecure and out of place as freshman, except we find someway to mask it behind our sunglasses and circles of friends? my biggest fear is that someone notices how lost i am and calls me out on my insecurities and identifies me as a freshman.